January 2012
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December 2011
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Night Before, The BIG 12
He spent the night last night. We spent all of last night talking and while I had so much fun, a piece of me was missing.
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I can finally rest
knowing im all ready for New Year’s.. Found my dress :)
Talked to him on the phone for the first time today, My heart was pounding before he answered. It went well although I don’t think he got my humor… still feeling this out.
“I’m not gonna wait until my lease is up.. I’m just waiting for you to say lets go, Id give my mom her deposit, say sorry and well go anywhere but here.”
Hes losing me… Ill really know what Ill want after New Year’s
Most Likely Im Gonna Fall On My Face!
Wish me luck on New Years.. I’m gonna need it!
P.s. Don’t mind my ass, hopefully a cute puurdy dress will be covering it
Call Me Stupid, But. . .
Last night I went up to Jake’s place to say goodnight to Seth.. While sitting there eating Jake looks at me like hes about to cry, “Whats the matter? Is everything alright?” usually he says “yeah, im fine” like im crazy or something, but not this time. He looked at me and said “No, I miss you.. I miss us” Then after talking for while and between making...
I really don’t wanna get up today
Me: Soo I know this is usually the guys job.. But would u like to go on a date with me sometime?
J: Yes!
I realized today I’m more mad at myself, for falling so in love with someone who never loved me as much as I loved them.
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Wouldn’t change a thing. Good morning Monkey
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Man.. Oh Man..
So today Jake called and asked me if id like to go with him to his Christmas party that his work is throwing for everyone, this coming Saturday.. his voice was shaking on the phone like he was really nervous. It was cute. I said yes. Can I just say im actually really excited to go! He was telling me about it awhile back and I remember thinking, “Um.. ok.. cool? Hope you have fun?” and...
“Gahh i miss u guys! it was instantly lonely here i wish i wouldve felt better” - Jake
Even though were no longer together im glad were still able to hangout, day by day by day by day by day..
Im not ready yet, but im getting there
I want so bad to be in love. I deserve someone to love me just as hard as ill love them. Can I have someone as creepy and goofy and will love Seth just as much as I do?
acknowledging last night
To going to the Colbolt, from running into people I haven’t seen in years, and the same thing happening to Megan at the exact same time, to running into Johnny and his girlfriend hanging out there, While johnny sees me and Megan hanging out probably thinking, “since when do Hannah & Megan hangout?” to Megan and I going to a bar next door and a 50 year old buying us some beers...
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I fuckn love megan.. srsly
I love the fact that Megan talks about Seth just as much as I do when we go out. Its truly one of the best feelings in the world.
“you’re amazing and you really deserve someone who will love you and understand WHO you are”
why the hell is it so hard to remember this..
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A little late on the bday photos, better later...