December 2009
39 posts
LET’S DANCE TO JOY DIVISION, AND CELEBRATE THE IRONY. EVERYTHING IS GOING WRONG, BUT WE’RE SO HAPPY.
“And it’s not “clever lonely” (like Morrissey) or “interesting Lonely” (like...”
– Chuck (via jumpeduppantryboy)
I called him drunk last night and he text me saying, “ur was the cutest girl ever!” thats a keeper. Merry Christmas!
“I know I’m not seeing things as they are, I’m seeing things as I am.”
– Laurel Lee
Its offical, im attached.
J: I remember saying on the plane, “why am i coming down?. . this is gonna be the last time i come down.” then i met you. & i never wanted to leave. Its like you were right infront of me the whole time.
another morning, another day. bring something different.
just as one thing gets good the rest of my life seems to falls apart.
The first night jake was back everything felt normal again, i missed him so much
“Sometimes when I wake up, if only for a moment, I am actually surprised to...”
– William Fitzsimmons
it shouldnt surprise me that tonys tony, & johnny doesnt have any real friends. better luck next time.
Ten Favorite Places To Be:
10. In the movie rental store.
9. Sunland area
8. In my jeep (for the most part)
7. Shower.
6. Just out exploring the world
5. Visiting family, all over the place
4. Barnes& noble
3. Dads house
2. Thrift stores.
1. Bed.
Nine ‘Weird’ Things About You:
9. Enjoy eating healthy
8. Lick my hot cheetos& throw the rest out
7. I dont mind being single
6. Super man Strength
5. Can probably drink more then your dad and still seem sober
4. Hands & feet are always cold
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Eight New Year Resolutions:
8. Better job
7. Move into own place
6. Gym at least 2-3 times a week
5. EMT test
4. Dont lose him
3. Dont worry so much
2. Have balance work, exercise& time for friends
1. Have more adventures.
Seven Things I’m Thinking Of:
7. Favorite mister
6. Snogging
5. This weekend
4. Christmas
3. The 20th
2. Cold feet
1. Need to find ugly christmas sweater
Six Things You’re Wearing Right Now:
6. Underwear
5. Tanktop
4. Sweater
3. Long johns
2. Need socks
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Five Things I’m Worried about:
5. Tomorrow
4. Work.
3. Stiches
2. Moneys
1. & so many other things
Four Things On My Floor Right Now:
4. Stiches dog toys
3. Pants
2. One sock
1. Dog bed
Three Things I Want To Do Today:
3. Sleep
2. Sleep
1. Sleep
Two Things I’ll Reveal:
1. I ate a whole thing of mac'n cheese all to myself today
2. I barely chewed the macn cheese.. . It was gone with in 3mins.
(ok that was three things)
One Secret I’ll Share:
1. Almost got me, but not quite.
"the future you have tomorrow wont be the same...
Im a little nervous, scared, anxious, but mostly excited. I have no idea what to expect. But I know for sure its going to end with us.
“…there isn’t going to be any turning point…there isn’t going to be any...”
– Janis Joplin
1901 - phoenix
if this is love, im set
favorite mister: ill run away from all them with u in a heartbeat i swear hah
I: can we please
favorite mister: u say the word ill be by your side forever we'll send them postcards from places we dont live
If being normal is boring, I don't want to be normal.
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These last couple nights ive been having alot of night mares mostly about older random men. the first one was when I slept at alpine cause I didn't have a place to sleep, I dreamed that me Aaron and Tracy and couple other faces I cant remember, we where hanging out at alpine and when we showed up there was an older man with white hair speaking in toughs. I decided to stay in the car cause I was scared & I kept locking the door and then the next second he was yelling and trying to get in my car so Aaron and Tracy held him back. I woke up in a panic.
& last night I can count a total of three nightmares but there mostly blurry. I kind of remember Wayne, a guy living here was stalking me, I don't remember details though. & the other one was with me and my sister Carina. We lived in a small town and she was telling me how when she fell asleep demons attacked her at night while we would sleep and they would wait at the end of the street wearing all black and sleep under the bed waiting to come out, (ahhh idk creepy shit like that) and I was laying next to her at night while we were trying to go to bed and they didn't come out that night & thats about the time I woke up.
I don't know why im having all these nightmares but their really starting to mess with the way ive been sleeping at night. Miss sleeping with someone. December 10th, i think i can wait alittle longer. Hope so.
