February 2012
19 posts
Tonight really just sucks. I’m trying really hard not to let things get to me but id be lying if i said they weren’t.
At a bar for Ryan’s Birthday. Made a new friend, id say its one of my favorite hobbies while drinking. And of course just when I got myself to stop having a high school crush on him, we hangout all night and cuddled till morning.
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He seriously just got me a 200 dollar gift card for Burbank Spa & Garden, all cause I was having a really bad day two days ago. I’m speechless and almost feel guilty for using it. Never in my life has someone done this for me who I wasn’t dating. And how is it the same night this happens Jake surprises me with a grilled cheese from In N’ Out with a chocolate shake. And how is...
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“People drain me, even the closest of friends, and I find loneliness to be the...”
– Margaret Cho (via thechocolatebrigade)
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Tattoo Idea
“Talking shit about a pretty sunset”
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William Fitzsimmons | “I Don’t Feel...
Starbucks dude
Oh MY Fuck! I am so nervous. We are hanging out for the first time tonight!
Why are true, generous, beautiful smiles hard to come by?
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starbucks dude
He called me yesterday. i didn’t pick up, i wasn’t sure if it was him.. but i was hoping it was. its amazing how hard im falling for someone i really know nothing about. i think its the thought of him im obsessing over. we texted back and forth through out the day. he said he thought i was “very cute” which was really sweet. i miss the feeling of being adored and loved so...
January 2012
13 posts
My computer decided to die on me.. so it might be awhile until I post a good update. But im pretty sure I just met someone special :)
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I’m not gonna lie, I was a little hesitant about how today was gonna turn out. This is Jake’s sister-in-law and as much as I like her I always got a judgmental vibe from her, today I realized I couldn’t of been more wrong. If anything she was looking up too me, for being an amazing young mom to Seth and for taking the step to break up with Jake instead of staying in an unhappy...
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Last night couldn't of gone more perfect
I kissed someone for the first time last night since being broken up with Jake. It felt nice.
But hes falling hard for me and well im not. . as much as I want to I can’t lie and say I feel the same way. So I told him this morning and he was completely understanding, “That makes perfect sense and I fully understand. I really like you alot Hannah but if your not ready for a...
December 2011
28 posts
Night Before, The BIG 12
He spent the night last night. We spent all of last night talking and while I had so much fun, a piece of me was missing.
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I can finally rest
knowing im all ready for New Year’s.. Found my dress :)
Talked to him on the phone for the first time today, My heart was pounding before he answered. It went well although I don’t think he got my humor… still feeling this out.
“I’m not gonna wait until my lease is up.. I’m just waiting for you to say lets go, Id give my mom her deposit, say sorry and well go anywhere but here.”
Hes losing me… Ill really know what Ill want after New Year’s
Most Likely Im Gonna Fall On My Face!
Wish me luck on New Years.. I’m gonna need it!
P.s. Don’t mind my ass, hopefully a cute puurdy dress will be covering it
Call Me Stupid, But. . .
Last night I went up to Jake’s place to say goodnight to Seth.. While sitting there eating Jake looks at me like hes about to cry, “Whats the matter? Is everything alright?” usually he says “yeah, im fine” like im crazy or something, but not this time. He looked at me and said “No, I miss you.. I miss us” Then after talking for while and between making...
I really don’t wanna get up today
Me: Soo I know this is usually the guys job.. But would u like to go on a date with me sometime?
J: Yes!
I realized today I’m more mad at myself, for falling so in love with someone who never loved me as much as I loved them.
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Wouldn’t change a thing. Good morning Monkey
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Man.. Oh Man..
So today Jake called and asked me if id like to go with him to his Christmas party that his work is throwing for everyone, this coming Saturday.. his voice was shaking on the phone like he was really nervous. It was cute. I said yes. Can I just say im actually really excited to go! He was telling me about it awhile back and I remember thinking, “Um.. ok.. cool? Hope you have fun?” and...