As good as today has been its been a really hard day, I’m glad to finally be home.
I am a 22-year-old mother to an adorable little man, Seth Morgan Brady. I complain here, I reminisce about my day here, & I figure things out here. This is where I go to sort out all my thoughts.
As good as today has been its been a really hard day, I’m glad to finally be home.
Today has been a great day, until I got a text from Brandon after everyone left saying, “I had alot of fun with you today and Seth is soo awesome. But I don’t think I can be friends I like you too much and every time I hangout with you I like you twice as much. And it makes me way too sad knowing I don’t have a chance. Soo im thinking we prob shouldent hang out anymore, and that makes me even more sad but its prob for the best.” And even though it really bugs me when he spells wouldn’t like “wouldent” and shouldn’t like “shouldent” I really like Brandon and maybe not in that way, but I like him as a person alot and as a friend alot and it completely ruined my day. I’m really sad right now. I’m hoping he just needs a little space and eventually he’ll come around : /
I love this girl so much, alot of my other friends don’t understand why im friends with her (past situations). But my love for her is so overwhelming, she’s beautiful, funny, brilliant, confident but yet incredibly hard on herself at the same time. When im feeling a certain way I can’t describe, she’ll have the exact words for it.. She can tell a story and make you feel like you where there, which I envy more then anything. But yet she can also make you feel incredibly stupid in situations where your like “What the fuck, uhh why are you being such a dick?” But the fact is, I love Kevi weather anyone cares to understand & im going to be so crushed when she moves to New York.
knowing im all ready for New Year’s.. Found my dress :)
I often wonder if Seth will remember me singing him this song, rocking him until he falls fast asleep
Hanging out with Jake today.. This picture pretty much describes our relationship.. I’m happy and annoy him and hes just pretty much grumpy hating on everything
I’m not gonna lie, I was a little hesitant about how today was gonna turn out. This is Jake’s sister-in-law and as much as I like her I always got a judgmental vibe from her, today I realized I couldn’t of been more wrong. If anything she was looking up too me, for being an amazing young mom to Seth and for taking the step to break up with Jake instead of staying in an unhappy relationship. And it made her open up to me. I couldn’t of been more happy with how this week has turned out.
Its amazing how comfortable people are with you when you aren’t afraid to show how imperfect your life can be. And ill be the first one to admit my life is far from perfect, but I strive everyday for Seth and I. And I couldn’t be more happy.
@3 weeks ago with 2 notesI kissed someone for the first time last night since being broken up with Jake. It felt nice.
But hes falling hard for me and well im not. . as much as I want to I can’t lie and say I feel the same way. So I told him this morning and he was completely understanding, “That makes perfect sense and I fully understand. I really like you alot Hannah but if your not ready for a relationship I understand and I wont push you.” I want so bad to fall in love again but my heart and mind just isn’t ready.
@4 weeks agoHe spent the night last night. We spent all of last night talking and while I had so much fun, a piece of me was missing.
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